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04 21st, 2009| 
I am a passionate man. I graduated from college last year. I am an enthusiast on how to change this world(In a positive direction). I am crazy about this. I have a fantastic idea that can change this world significantly.An idea—a theory–a series of Internet products. I almost finished the design work.My business idea is much more insightful than facebook, even Google,I think Google is great although. Facebook is lame.Believe me, I am not bragging.I am not a good programmer, I can’t develop this large-scale website on my own. I talked to my schoolmates in college, and a few schoolmates could understand me. Several of them were programmers and were willing to join me to develop this amazing website. But only one of them was a relatively talented programmer.The other coders were newbies. We spent approximately 5 months to develop the website, but actually failed due to lack of large-scale website development experience and lack of adequate developers.Soon after that, the graduation was coming and we had to leave college. My main partner chose to work because his parents wanted him to work and gave him lots of pressure. He didn’t want to upset his parents so he listened to them.So the project paused.My family also wanted me to work and survive first so I go to work reluctantly.Many friends give me an advice roughly like this:I can work for two or there years. During these years, I can earn some money and look for some partners and when the time is right, I can restart the project.Sounds like a placebo but I had to accept that when I graduated. I once talked to a software company and they were interested in my project but they required me to tell them how much money needed, what is the market size, etc. But you know, I designed the website(products), I know my products very well, but I don’t know how to gauge how much money needed, the market size,so on and so forth. It is a completely new field, it is difficult for me to give a convincing estimation. Now nearly half a year passed, there seems no progress towards that goal. I used to deem I was a capable man that I was able to do anything that I wanted to do. But when It comes to my project, I am so helpless/incapable. A big blow to my ego.Whenever this thing occurs to me, whenever my friends mention this in front of me, I feel upset/nervous on the inside. There is another reason for me to feel upset/nervous, I know my idea is really great that can boost the progress of the world significantly but I am not able to turn it into reality immediately, I feel guilty.The world won’t progress as much as it will with my project. I feel now I’m ingnoring my social responsibility by postponing the development of the website. I can’t sleep well. Please help! If you can’t find a way to help develop the website, please convince me that I am not guilty, I am innocent. Don’t talk to my consciousness, talk to my subconsciousness!
P.S.:Althought I designed the website(products), I am not good at documenting, so I conveyed my idea to my partners mainly by conversations. It is difficult for me to express the website requirements clearly in-written.
Thanks a million!